02.06.2016

Video dated : 09.07.2016

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I don’t know if I can do this, how long will I pull this off

How long will I run away from who I really am and enjoy being in my bubble of bliss?

My chest feels like it shrinking at the thought of losing him, at the thought of losing to myself.

What is this love, that asks so much to gamble and is so afraid of being lost ?

All of these insecurities stand in front of me, like a thin labyrinth unseen. 

Only making slight movements here and there, shaking my entire being with doubts and fear.

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02.06.2016