Vanishing Ghosts

I must not value myself 

These days I've been dreaming of vanishing away

I must not value myself 

Because I feel strangely assured that I will not be missed 

Lately all I see is ghosts 

Everywhere I go, places, restaurants, markets - I feel stuck in the past

Lately all I see is ghosts 

Unable to feel the life in anything

Nightmares haunt my daydreams 

And the days passing by feel like nightmares

What do I do, 

I'm so tired of trying to do it all