Red

I don't want to remind you of the cruelty and pain of the times 

But I remember it in every moment 

It's on my mind even when my body is doing something entirely different

And I feel it rip the insides of my body, even when my mind is elsewhere 

I don't want to remind you 

Believe me, I don't want to remember you at times either 

But I do, I desperately do

And it knocks me out of breath each time 

A crimson red washing all over me, how can I forget the red?