Lullaby

Sometimes I wish I could chase the sunset holding your hand forever 

Sometimes I wish I could stand at the airport staring at you as you held my face and walked away, forever 

Sometimes I wish I could sit at the beach and listen to music with you, watching the sunrise forever

Sometimes I wanna die 

Sometimes I wanna live so desperately

Sometimes pain shines so bright 

And love feels so deep and dark 

Sometimes I just wanna eat dinner with my mom forever. 

Sometimes I feel stuck between them all, all at once. What do I do?