Can't we stay?

I think I am losing you

And the worst part is

That maybe, I am causing it

Sometimes, it consumes my nightmares so much

That I mistake it for dreams

Can I be forgiven for these thoughts?

I don’t want to lose you

It shatters something so core to my being

Some days I think I would survive

And others I am not quite so sure

Can’t you stay forever ?

Or are you already a memory?